A woman who killed a bird while driving her car asks, “How to let go of the guilt?” The ego world is complex and meaningless. The dream the ego made is designed to be so complex that there will be a pervasive and suffocating feeling of being trapped in a very crazy place. You are not afraid of a bad and hostile world. The thing that scares you the most is meaninglessness. You’ll even make up good and bad to avoid meaninglessness. Yet the deeper you start to go down and expose more layers, the more you’ll see this meaninglessness. But eventually you’ll come to a point of surrender. You can’t figure out what anything means. In fact the only escape is to have all meaning over to Holy Spirit.
Life is in recognizing who you really are. Recognize that you do not know anything. Give up trying to figure it out. Your education is of no value. Hand guilt to the Holy Spirit. When you drop it, you can say what you are really trying to say: “I love you. Let’s go Home together.”
It is all about experiencing your innocence. Expose the ego guilt, release it, and experience a glimmer that you are perfect as you are.