You believe you are personally responsible for your survival, but you can change your mind about that! The belief that you are a separate individual creates exhaustion, weariness, depression. When you are tired of the rat race, ask instead for guidance. This goes beyond material props. It is about the attitude of joy that happens spontaneously as you open to divine inspiration. In the story of Pinocchio when he want's to become a real boy, he's taken to Pleasure Island, and some scary things happen! The body is like a puppet, wanting to be real. "A Course in . . .