You can’t grasp “The script is written” W-158.4:3 until the end of the ride. The ego has tricked you into believing in linear time to keep the mind guilty. You see only the past, which is a false construct of repeating patterns. When you are ready and willing, you will experience simultaneity and abstract oneness.
ACIM daily lessons are designed to help you see that everything is in the past. Everything is the same. There is no hierarchy. You can let go of expectations. Mind training helps you to see that it is all the past and therefore, it is all the same. It is like a movie that is already filmed. The past is over and cannot effect you. You can let it go.
“The past is like flypaper. It is so sticky. As long as you believe that any of it is really true, then the future will just play out, kind of in a karmic sense of just repeating the past. The same error just repeats, over and over.”
You can use the Workbook as a guide; give yourself over to the Holy Spirit. Take me into an experience. Lead me, God. Whatever you desire in your heart is answered.