Tired of living in this world of change, decay, and fear? The only way that you get to the escape hatch is by allowing yourself to be woken up. You are invited to join Jesus in the deep pool of unified awareness.
Allow Holy Spirit to lead you in mind training. See that you are the same as the projection you have created. The ego wants you to think that you are on a different level so that you can project guilt out on to the world and still keep it. After a while you figure out that you can’t get rid of hurt by projecting it out onto the screen.
Jesus starts A Course in Miracles off with fifty miracle principles. There must be a clue in what he chooses to put as number one! The very first miracle principle is: “There is no order of difficulty in miracles.” T-1.I.1.1 He comes back to this idea, when A Course in Miracles quotes “there is no hierarchy in illusions.” T-23.II.2:3 This world is made up of levels, degrees, increments, and gradations.
The entire cosmos is an illusion, and the way that you don’t admit that to yourself is by making levels in the illusion. You can call these levels judgments and you can call them preferences. Do you order everything in your world? Do you prefer a certain partner, environment, sensations, tastes, or activities? All things that you are aware of are thoughts that are the same.
Sameness is a frightening idea to the ego. The ego wants hierarchy because it allows for you to feel different. The thought of an ego is the thought of a limited body and mind that is separate from everything else. If you feel separate and different you keep on playing the projection game! You will project guilt out on the screen and end up keeping it. It is intolerable. You begin to feel weary; tired of living in the world. When you can’t take it any more you ask for a different way to be.
ACIM is an invitation to you to find the escape hatch for yourself. All of the images are the same! There are no differences. There is no way to make comparisons. This is frightening to the ego. The one thing that the deceived mind doesn’t want to face is the sameness of illusions.
The ego seems to go into a rage. Anger comes up, hatred comes up, and the ego screams: no no no! It is the ego’s anger. The ego is angry at God for not granting reality to the cosmos. It is like a child throwing a tantrum! The child thinks, if I just throw this tantrum loud enough, I’ll get what I want! This is what the ego is trying to do with God. God will not grant reality to the limited and finite.
Your rage comes from the authority problem. You surrender only the false to know the glory that you are. Allow everything up into awareness, let it out and see if it works. Try it for yourself. Pardon is always justified. Do not stay with the game of projection. It is not your anger, it is okay to expose it. Ask for a mighty companion or go into hermitage. Follow your guidance. Offer what comes into awareness to the Holy Spirit and approach the trap door.