We can't speed up our Awakening. It's not a matter of age or amount of study. It's a matter of readiness and of willingness. When we're ready, we're ready. We have to have the ears to hear. When the time is right, things will click and flow easily. It's our desire that propels the whole thing. "Truth is restored to you through your desire, as it was lost by your desire for something else." It' s never too late. "Some see it suddenly on point of death," like Mary Baker Eddy . . .