On the spiritual journey, there is a need to bring up and expose thoughts. What if you have a fear of expressing your thoughts, emotions, and weaknesses? In The Matrix, Neo is flushed through a drain-pipe and then lifted up, out of the mess, to his companions. Say to the Holy Spirit, I’m enmeshed in the personal. It’s messy, I have anxiety, and I need help! The Holy Spirit will lift you up.
The Holy Spirit is spiritual vision. The Holy Spirit will guide you in the healing process of dismantling and rebuilding. The first thing that you have to go through in the healing process is a major flush, just like Neo in The Matrix. You need to be emotionally flushed. All that has been pushed out of awareness has to be let into awareness! To the personal, small-self this can feel very uncomfortable.
Yes, dismantling the ego is uncomfortable. As in the movie, The Matrix, you have to bring what is deep in your mind into awareness and flush it. You have mighty companions to support you. The Holy Spirit will give you spiritual vision. There is so much joy beyond the dismantling!